Hi so as the topic say, MOVING ON.
I think at this point, I can fully move on from him.
It's the time to let him go, it's the time I'm moving forward.
I'm holding him so much that I'm hurting myself more and more.
How I know that I can move on is I think that my heart is alive again.
It knows how to skip a beat with just a smile or when our eyes meet again.
I thought I have lose it together when I lose him.
But maybe the time has come.
Saying I have found someone is a bit too early.
But at least I know my heart is still alive.
And I'm feeling grateful to meet that person.
At least for now, I'm learning how to have crush again.
How to feel that fluttering, butterfly in stomach again.
It's great I can feel it again.
So I'm thanking God for giving me chance to meet a person,
to tell me that I'm still alive and I'm still normal.
The time I spent with him is great,
the youth I spent thinking about him is precious,
I was so happy.
I now can fully accept it.
He is no longer here, but he's in a better place.
This world is too cruel for him.
He's precious to me, he will always in my heart,
stay inside the deepest part of my heart,
not forgotten but valued.
Maybe I think it's my last goodbye.
Goodbye, my forever first love.
