Assalamualaikum, semua!!
Hari ini, nak bagi Cik Hati meluahkan apa yang terbuku, apa yang dah lama Cik Hati simpan. So dipersilakan...
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Last year, I met a boy. He's far from my ideal type tbh. But he kept attracting my attention. He just well a lil bit different than the other boy I've met. Nak kata dia baik, yeah dia mmg baik. Dia byk mulut. Haha. Banyak betul cakap dia. Selalu aq nampak dia senyum n ceria je. Seriusly, that's what make him more attractive than other boy.
Kami dalam satu kelas, satu group. Everything's was so happy for me. Tapi satu hari, aku dapat tahu yang dia dah awek. Sedih gaklah. But nevermind... setakat crush kecil-kecilan ni. Haha but I end up stalking and finding out who his girlfriend is. When I know who...Ah~ I'm no compare to her. She had a petite body, cute face, beautiful smile and nice voice. Me? I'm just a potato.
Then I tried for almost one whole year to forget this unnecessary feeling. Yelah, orang dah ada awek buat apa nak kacau. Aku tak nak jadi orang ketiga. Cukuplah sekali aku dilabel perampas. It's too hurt to be remembered. Tapi nak akhir-akhir semester, aku perasan yang dia...a lil bit off. I mean something is off about him. Dia daj tak ceria macam dulu. Aku pelik lah and tbh, that.s disturbed me. Serius, aku dah tak ada perasaan pun sekadar kawan dengan dia. Dan tahun tu berakhir macam tu je.
Tahun ni, aku degree. Masuk kelas, dia sama course dengan course yang aku ambil. Hmm...tak tau nak cakap apa. Terkejut jugalah. But yeah, setiap course ada assigmentnya. And this course ask us to do something particular for the assigement. Of course I tried my best. I do something that I never do.
But...he don't even look at me. He turn his back at me. Am I not worth? Wuu~ macam over pula. Tapi betullah... Haih..it sounds like me the one that want his attention. So I made a resolution. Never hink, never meet, and never talk about him. This feelings should be throw away. And one of the good things is that the course had over so we don't have any reason to meet again. I'm happy but why deep down in my heart there's some sadness???
Ah I don't know. Cuma buat masa sekarang, let's not fall in love. (Mcm tajuk lagu BigBang lah pula. haha) Hmm... rasanya macam dah cukup kot buat luahan perasaan. lol. Haha ok sekian,
Cik Hati < 3
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Kesian kan kat Cik Hati? haih bertabahlah Cik Hati. Moga terus kuat. Haha. I guess that's all. Bye~